What does this dream mean. I die in my dream and my spirit descends to some place i don't know. I've been there for a couple of days and then my soul/spirit came back to the earth. My spirit went to my church which is supposedly in the dream my old home. I love to record music so i was trying to record music with this new microphone which were broken. Initially my younger sister came in and i hid between two beds where she can't see me. After a while i can't remember what happend I'm in human form and with my family again. Time passed we moved in to a new house in my dream which were my old house in real life. I sense and they too that I'm not real like it's my spirit. It's almost if the power from above, God or whoever decided that I'm not ready enough and gave me a second chance. The place above were like a park where there was butterflies, green grass and heavenly things but in space while floating, my form out there was almost like a cushion. Anyway when I'm on earth i talked to my grandmother whom now i don't have the very best relationship. We were talking about how to get into heaven. She was talking her stuff you know and sometime after we came on a subject where it's almost like school to get into heaven. You have to have a specific number to get in. Mine was 32. I didn't meet the requirements which was 40. My grandmother's was 82 so she was way above. The number/marks depends on what type of person you was, what you do. Are you friendly, respectful etc. Time passed. Can't remember again correctly. After a while i see me and my two closets friend walking in the rain for school. There's trucks on the road which like never before there was so much. We officially and safely got over the road which we struggled to. Some guy with a familiar face which i don't know gives us a ride in his vehicle. Me and one friend got in and the other one which was closer to me, his face changed to another person i know and he rode off in this bicycle he pulled out of nowhere. The guy that offered us a lift looks at me with his smug smile almost if he knew I'm dead but still here. He drops us off at my school. Looked nothing like my school. There's grass and whatnot. There's alot of students, the colours scheme is different and the building too. There was this teacher i know which was a strict teacher,that was yelling at students for being late and i ran to make sure she didn't see me.I finally walked into the building and it's so much bigger. I walked slowly and the people was weird. In this long hall i walked some small grade 8 kid walked behind me and put his leg between my legs trying to make me fall. I punched him infront of that same teacher too. But it's almost if i was insecure about the punch, which in real life I'm insecure about my punches. The punch replayed a bunch of different times till i got my punch right. Then i can't remember anymore what does all this mean?
This dream can be interpreted as a reflection of your internal conflicts and desires for personal growth and spiritual fulfillment. The initial part of the dream, where you die and your spirit descends to an unfamiliar place, symbolizes a transition or a new phase in your life. It suggests that you may be going through a period of self-reflection and self-discovery.
The broken microphone represents challenges or obstacles you are facing in your creative pursuits, specifically in recording music. This could imply a lack of confidence or difficulties in expressing yourself creatively. Hiding from your younger sister may indicate a desire to avoid judgment or scrutiny from others regarding your passions and hobbies.
Moving back to your old house symbolizes a return to familiar territory or revisiting past experiences. The sense of not feeling real or being disconnected from your physical form represents a feeling of detachment or dissatisfaction with your current circumstances. The park-like place you mention, with butterflies and heavenly elements, could represent a glimpse of your desire for a more fulfilling and spiritual existence.
The conversation with your grandmother about getting into heaven suggests that you may be seeking guidance or searching for answers regarding your own spirituality or beliefs. The numbers mentioned can be interpreted as symbolic representations of personal growth or moral development. Feeling that you did not meet the requirements may reflect feelings of inadequacy or a fear of not living up to certain moral standards.
The rain and the struggle to cross the road could symbolize the challenges and obstacles you face in your daily life. The guy with a familiar face who gives you a ride represents someone or something that may be trying to help or guide you. The change in your friend's face to someone you know could reflect a sense of loss or change in a close relationship.
Arriving at a different-looking school suggests a new learning experience or a fresh start in your personal development. The strict teacher and the fear of being caught symbolize your anxieties about authority and being judged or criticized. The altercation with the small grade 8 kid may indicate a desire to stand up for yourself, assert your boundaries, and overcome your insecurities. The repeated punches and the need to get it right highlight your inner struggle to gain confidence and assertiveness.
Overall, this dream suggests a search for personal growth, fulfillment, and spiritual understanding. It reflects your journey of self-discovery, overcoming challenges, and the desire to find your place in the world. Consider reflecting on these themes in your waking life and explore ways to address any insecurities or internal conflicts that may be holding you back.